I leaned against the shower wall, clenching the razor tight in my hand. My salty tears were quickly washed away by the steaming water running down my face. My long, light brown hair draped over my shoulders like a curtain as my head hung down low. The pain that weighed down my soul was so... Continue Reading →
“I’ve been bamboozled. He told me it has always been romantic on his part.” I was listening to my best friend joyfully ramble about the date she just went on with the man who was certain to be her husband one day. With every sentence, she was revealing these supernatural instances that undoubtedly confirmed that... Continue Reading →
“Its like no matter what I do, I can’t hear God.” “Well, have you ever considered that maybe you’re so used to God having to yell at you to get your attention that you just haven’t learned to hear Him in the whispers.” A few years back, I was having a whole entire imaginary life... Continue Reading →
As soon as I read that verse, I knew it was for me. God was telling me that I was still in the wilderness. The place the Israelites spent for 40 years on a journey that should have taken about a month’s time. They passed the same places. Ate the same things. I am in my wilderness ready to crossover to a place that has already been toiled and built just for me. I just had to learn to trust Him.
The thick, woven rope was tied tightly around my waste. There was another tied around each of my ankles and wrists. The heaviest rope of all was the one tied securely around my neck. Panic consumed me. My only thought was “How do I get free? How do I escape?” I struggled to wiggle out... Continue Reading →
I have spent more than half of my adult life celibate. Yes you read that correctly. I am 28 years old, you do the math. I wasn’t just going through some “dry spell”. It wasn’t that I didn’t have any suitors. It wasn’t that I couldn’t find a hookup if I wanted one. Sex is... Continue Reading →
I am addicted to worship. I am not speaking figuratively here. I. Am. Literally. Addicted. When I haven’t spent time in praise and worship I get this itch deep down inside of me that nothing else can scratch. I can’t think straight. I cannot properly function. But when I take just a minute to spend... Continue Reading →